Sunday, January 31, 2010
All I Need is You, Lord.
Allow me to invite you into this morning's journal entry:
I'm living this really neat life. Experiencing my undergrad years at a Christian university, perusing what I love, in a community of people who also love the Lord. I live in a really cool dorm as the RA of a floor of girls I love, with a floor partner, staff, and boss who amaze me. On top of all that, I've been raised by committed parents who have set a stellar example for me in life.
I struggle with self-confidence, embarrassment, sadness.
ALL I NEED is you, Lord! Would you help me to have my heart in the right place? Thank you for blessing me with the life I'm living, but forgive me whenever I cling to it... worse yet, when I cling to the status my position in life brings me. It's pretty detestable. I want to stand blameless before you and live in your reality. You're taking care and you're in control.
God, I still feel like you're whispering to me, "You don't know! I'm doing something great in you life!" Help me to trust that.
How great are you, my God, my love.